Nyawa

Happy 47th Birthday My Beloved Mother, Che Supeni Binti Abdul Ghani! May Allah bless you. I love you so much Umi. You're the best best best mother I ever had. No one can ever replace you. I love you :)

Secret Recipe

SO today i finally went out for the first time. I mean keluar pergi ke tempat ramai orang. Haha. Kami keluar pergi Giants. Tempat favourite orang bk selain baipun. Haha. Syida jadi driver yang paling terbeb. Parking nak mantap jer. Tak gitu Syida? Manakala, Nadhirah pulak tak habis habis dengan gelak dia yang sangat extremely pelik tuh. Cakap sambil ketawa. Hebat bukan? Bagi aku sangat hebat. Haha. Sampai Giants pergi ke hulu ke hilir. Macam orang tiada hala tuju. Take note perkara biasa bagi kitaorang. Then pergi secret recipe. Lepak sana. I ate mushroom sup and appletizer. The only thing that I can eat for the time being. Sigh.

webbie

Last night webcam with my kesayangan. Gila rindu dekat diaorang. Yana Farhah, Tikacang, Qaim, Syed and all. I want to meet them ohh. Please? Oh Mr Chicken Pox please recover quickly. I want to go out and see my friends. I miss them.

Step Up

Oh hello people of the citizen :) Eceyhh bujet mcm seperti perdana mentari sahaja. Okay, whatever. Now its 1702pm. And few minutes back, i was asleep. Since i went to bed at 04000am. Dan dengan bangganya aku bangun pukul 0700am pagi. Dah kata am, mesti lah pagi. Duhh. Umi kejut suruh makan ubat. Erghh, no medicine please after these? -.- Too bad. There is more medicine waiting for you Tira. Oh no. After taken my medicine i decided to continue "sailing" to dreamland. Tetapi tak boleh tidur. So checked my phone. Ada message. Jeng jeng, hahaha. Its from Alif and dia ajak breakfast. Then i said yes.

Dia datang ambil pukul 0830am. While waiting for him to pick me up, i watched umi bersiap untuk pergi kerja. Tengok dia pakai makeup tudung and zzzzzz i fell asleep. haha. Lepas itu, umi shouted nak pergi dah. So aku pun dengan muka terkejut pergi turun bawah. Salam umi terus naik atas mandiii. Bersiap itu semua segala macam. Selepas itu turun bawah tengok tv. Sekali tertidur balik. Sumpah perangai macam gampang. Asyik tidur jer kerjakan. Haha. 0830 Alif datang ambil. Dia bawa pergi breakfast dekat Rishard. I ordered bali ais and roti canai. Roti canai dia masin gilaa kot. Lori garam tumpah ke apa ane? Adoii. Nasib perut aku tengah lapar masa tuh. Kalau tak memang kena maki serenah. Haha.

Lepas makan, bayar ituh semua macam. Alif belanja, haha. Thanks lah pacik :) Then Alif's asked me to balik rumah dia sekejap since kawan dia ada dekat depan rumah and dia nak bersiap pergi collage. Followed him. While waiting for him and 2 of his friend, we watched Phobia2. Cerita tuh memang macam siot. Ada satu part nie memang seram gila kot. And i screamed like crazy that part. Siap tutup mata dengan tangan lagi. And there this one part yang i tutup mata gila gila and menjerit macam orang naik rollercoaster for the first time. Aku punya lah menjerit ingat hantu betul sekali tipu jer. WTF man?! Buat malu jer -.-" Oh Alif was effing cruel. He kept making this silly and scary noise. Memang cerita dia kena pelampang dengan aku lah kan. Padan muka kau jahat sangat. Hahaha.

Selesai sudah tengok Phobia 2, we all gerak. They sending me back home. But before that singgah sekolah sekejap. Ambil his little brother. Dah alang alang tuh pergi jumpa Pn Susila to ask for my number id since i lost mine. Sigh. Okay i miss the school badly. Bukan rindu belajar itu semua. Rindu suasana sekolah. Where i lepak lepak here and there with friends. Pergi pejabat dengan Syira and curi kapur banyak banyak. Menyemak di bilik guru. Pusing pusing sekolah dulu before pergi tandas. Masa nak beli nasi lemak sempat borak dengan macik kantin lagi. Then pergi beli air sampai abang tuh dah paham aku nak air apa. Can i go back to school life? But without studying and exam, please? I miss those moment :'(

Dah cukup pasal sekolah. Kita sambung balik cerita kita. So lepas sampai rumah, online sekejap. Chat with Amiza. Then at 1140 pergi berguling gulingman diatas katil yang sesungguhnya sangat lah empukk bagi aku. After that, sedar sedar sudah pukul 1630. Mygeess, gila lama kot aku tidur. Hahaha. Bangun tuh teros pergi cari makanan dibawah. Lapar tak terkata. Aku hanyalah jumpa cheese breadstick only. Gila menyedihkann. Lepas makan, online watch tv. Then malam online lagi and lagi and lagi. Sigh. Hambar life i have. Now, thats about it. Malas nak mengarang panjang sangat. Sakit tangan, har har. Adios peoplee.

untitled

The first you've ever loved, it stays with you forever and memories never rub off .

A person that I use to called boyfriend

When you hold me,

I feel safe and I feel like flying.

but when you kissed me I felt no sparks.

You say you care,

but I know that you don't.

you did at first,

but that was in the past.

When you hang around your friends,

you act as if I'm not there.

when we get home,

we argue non-stop.

You say that you love me,

but I feel that you don't.

I don't see in your eyes that same old sparkle that was always there.

You put me through tears,

and made me have fears.

and all you did to make me feel better,

was kiss me and say sorry.

but haven't you noticed,

that saying sorry isn't enough?

I guess that I can't say,

that I love you.

because of this I have to say good-bye.

and don't worry about hurting me anymore,

because I won't be here to say,

that it's ok.

Favourite one

I don't know why, but honestly I miss my friends very much. I mean fucking much. Nursyahida, Nadhirah, Nur Syahirah, Amiza, Nur Liyana dan Noor Atikah. Somehow i feel like crying now. I want to see them. Hangout with them. They're like my drug. Oh guys, i want to see you badly. Not just the girls that I miss but I also miss my boys. Lepak lepak, amik bau rokok korang, kena bahan dengan korang. Jisss i want them please. My superduper cool friends :) I sayang korang semua :D